Carrie & Lowell: An Album Review
By Jeremy Neitzke
Major: Communication, Media Production and Criticism
Over the past decade, Sufjan Stevens has infused the most painful parts of his history with the mythology of civilizations past, creating a legend for the modern era. 2015’s Carrie & Lowell is no different, Sufjan’s 7th studio album is profoundly intimate, carefully composed, and explores the complicated relationship that exists between memory and the emotions that can cloud the past. As such, the 42-year-old musician chooses to abandon the electronic sound of 2005’s Illinois in favor of a much more somber, somewhat melancholic sound that was only glimpsed briefly in 2004’s Seven Swans. This is an especially important choice for Carrie & Lowell when considering that this album was created in response to the death of the Sufjan’s Mother.
Carrie & Lowell treads deeply personal territory, delivering poignant and as Steven Thompson of NPR notes “tenderly emotional treatises” (Thompshon, 2015) to the audience. These tales of loss, abandonment, and vacations to Eugene Oregon clearly resounded with critics, gaining an average score of 90 on Metacritic and even being touted as “a quiet triumphant return for Stevens.” (Hannah, 2015). In an interview with Pitchfork Sufjan reveals that this record wasn’t intended to be a project that adds to the cosmology he’s built thus far, rather “It’s something that was necessary for me to do in the wake of my mother’s death –to pursue a sense of peace and serenity in spite of the suffering.” (Dombal, 2015)
This sentiment of mending in the face of suffering permeates outward, driving both the sound and narrative towards a softer, more wistful tone that matches the tepid relationship Sufjan has with the memories of the past. The album title itself is an homage to the Sufjan’s Mother and Stepfather and the narrative that he weaves throughout continues the artist's tradition of linking reality and fantasy.
Steven’s chooses to keep the album relatively barebones using at most an acoustic guitar with the piano playing softly underneath, all to compliment Sufjan’s whispery voice as he sorts through the confusion that comes from grief. This musical styling suits the equally stripped-down lyrics that help inform the story that Sufjan tells throughout the album’s 45-minute runtime. These musical stylings coalesce to form an “emotionally unclothed” (Radio, 2015) sound that is reminiscent of the quieter tracks on Illinois.
The album opens with Sufjan seeming to sigh the lyrics Spirit of My Silence, I can hear you/But I’m afraid to be near you/And I don’t know where to begin, which hearkens both the confusion he feels to a very important theme that is a through line for the album, which is abandonment. In the same interview with Pitchfork Media Sufjan candidly reveals that his mother struggled with both mental illness and addiction which contributed her eventually abandonment when the artist was just one.
In the same song, Sufjan hints at a progression for his grief, admitting “I forgive you” and noting that “you’ll never see us again.” conveying a sense of closure and reprieve from the demons that haunted the pair. As the album continues it feels as though we are hearing the artist talk about snapshots of his life, some in the distant past like “Should Have Known Better” where Stevens recounts another instance of his mother’s instability during his upbringing.
Steven’s opens “Should Have Known Better” with the plucking of a banjo, the effect that this musical choice is a subtle one, it creates a dreamlike backdrop for Steven’s to lay the surreal tale of being left at a video store by Carrie at the age of 3 maybe 4. As the song continues there is a strong juxtaposition between the lyrics and the music that accompanies it. As we reach the first bridge of the song Stevens add a chorus of female voices in addition to subdued banjo heard at the outset.
These gorgeous flourishes of musicality are then betrayed by Sufjan’s confession of “a black shroud” that has existed within him throughout his life, coloring events in his life that should have been happy like the birth of his niece, and even going so far as admitting to the feeling of having “no reason to live”. There is certainly a nihilistic undertone to the record, however, there are punctuations of sweetness, like in “The Fourth of July”.
The first stanza sees the man explaining how she passed “the evil, it spread like a fever ahead/ it was Sufjan treads more abstract territory with this track, as he holds an imaginary conversation with his mother after her passing. The song starts with a lone piano playing a soothing lullaby, then is accompanied by the whisper of Sufjan acting as both himself and his mother, alternating the voice night when you died, my firefly”.
The next stanza is a told from the perspective of Carrie, asking a series of questions to her “little hawk. Why do you cry? Tell me, what did you learn from the Tillamook burn?/Or the Fourth of July?”
These lines juxtapose the devastating forest fires that consumed the coast of Oregon between 1933 and 1951 and a time of celebration; the commonality between the two is the fleeting nature of their grandiosity, as the fires eventually fade and the lights in sky fade. All to illustrate the point that punctuates all of Carries Stanza’s “we’re all gonna die.” This sentiment of finality is pressed against the idea of unconditional love as we hear the pair exchange nicknames like “my firefly”, “my little hawk”, and “my little dove” painting the two as having a strong relationship when, in fact her abandonment had a much more profound effect on the artist as we can see in “All of Me Wants All of You”
Throughout the album Sufjan hints at the trauma Carries abandonment had on him but, in “All of Me Wants All of You” he acknowledges the effects it has on him to this day. The song once again opens with Steven’s voice barely rising above the sound of the guitar that dreamily drones underneath. The whimsy that Sufjan creates with this instrumentation is an interesting platform to casually deliver the line “you checked your texts while I masturbated.” illustrating an emotional distance that is undoubtedly connected to the abandonment he experienced firsthand. The vocals continue to build until they gently erupt as he proclaims, “empty outline changed my view/ now all of me thinks less of you.” This statement is couched as if he is singing to the unnamed relationship that informs the song but, feels as though he could be singing to Carrie, the woman who did the most damage to him.
As dark and unrelenting as this record can feel it’s not without its bright spots. In looking at “Eugene”, we can hear Steven’s wistfully sing “like a father he led community water on my head/ and he called me Subaru/ and now I want to be near you.” calling attention to the summers he spent with his Stepfather Lowell Brams, a figure with who is crucial to the artists success, serving as both a loving father figure and director to the record label Asthmatic Kitty. This reprieve is short lived as we hear Steven’s recall thoughts of suicide in “The Only Thing” where Steven’s indirectly points to the distance with his biological Father and Stepmother as the reasoning for wanting to end his life but being stopped by the “Grace of God”.
In “No Shade in The Shadow of The Cross”, we see Sufjan at the height of his grief, hearken to both his God and his suffering by evoking the holy imagery of the cross and a lonely vampire, a creature of darkness who is harmed by gods light.
Carrie & Lowell is an impeccable record with an oppressive tone that explores a broken man’s relationship with family, love, and loss. There is a longing for answers in every track, a cold desperation that is made palpable through the young artist sparse use of acoustic instruments lulling in the background, evocative metaphors that explore the intangibilities of grief and love, and the soothing whisper of a man weighed down by the memories of past trauma. Through the darkness, there is a light, as we see Sufjan come to the conclusion that there is a comfort to be found in wounds of the past.
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